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[Monday October 16th 9.56pm] so. i was reading earlier entries about me and nick. and im pretty sure we were a joke. heh. <3 POST (0)

[Wednesday May 10th 3.55pm] :] i just gotta stay strong. Thats All POST (0)

[Wednesday May 3rd 6.47pm] NOBODY CARES ♥ POST (0)

[Thursday April 27th 9.20pm] im pretty sure fathers shouldnt live :] expecially useless ones POST (0)

[Saturday April 8th 2.32pm] im kinda excited for prom :] even though my hair isnt how i wanted it i hope EVERYBODY has a good night :] ♥ ;POST (1)

[Saturday March 18th 10.54am] remember ASSUME. makes an ass out of you and me. maybe before you ASSUME that people lie you should try and ask what happened and not ASSUME thats what rockledge high needs to do stop being motherfucking gay and getting mad over dumb shit POST (0)

[Sunday February 12th 11.44am] so. im apologizing in advance. im about to fuck everything up.heh <3 POST (0)

[Sunday January 1st 12.45pm] This Year I... ://January 1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? don't even remember and if i did.. i probably didnt keep it :) 2. Who kissed you at midnight? yup 3. Does it snow where you live? no way 4. Do you like hot chocolate? love it 5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? nope ://February 1. Who was your valentine in 2005? nicholas 2. What did your valentine get you? a teddy and chocolate 3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? haha yup. 4. Who have you done a project on for Black History Month? nope 5. Do you care if the ground hog see's its shadow or not? sure ://March 1. Are you Irish? yup 2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yup 3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? um.. wore green? 4. Are you Happy when winter is pretty much over? no way ://April 1. Do you like the rain? yes 2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? no 3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? yeah 4. Do you celebrate 4-20? heh no ://May 1. What's your favorite kind of flower? roses duh 2. Do you like the spring? yup 3. Finish the phrase; April showers: brings may flowers 4. What is the first spring color that comes to mind? baby blue ://June 1. What year do you graduate from school? 07 2. Did you go on any vacations last June? nope 3. Did you realize nothing special happens in June? no ://July 1. What did you do on the 4th of July? went to nicholas' 2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? nope 3. Do you Blast the A/C all day? YES. ://August 1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? went to the beach a lot 2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? hanging out with everybody 3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? yeah 4. Do you go to the beach? YES! ://September 1. Did you attend school in '05? yup 2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? coach stock! 3. Do you like fall better than summer? yess ://October 1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? hmm idk 2. what's your favorite candy? peanut m&ms's, 100 grands 3. what did you dress up like this year? vampire lol ://November 1. Whose house did you go to for thanksgiving?stayed home 2. Do you love stuffing? yes 3. What are you thankful for? family, friends, my life ://December 1. Do you celebrate Christmas? yes 2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? heh no 3. What do you want this year for Christmas? :] this one boy 4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? ipoddd :] ♥ ;POST (1)

[Monday December 12th 8.20pm] oh yah ... one thing.. me and my best friend have better vaginas than you KTNX. we now how to get that d up :) :) :) :) HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ♥ ;POST (2)

[Wednesday December 7th 9.53pm] WELL.. basically.. i was kidding everything is down again lets see how many times this will be a rollarcoaster ♥ ;POST (4)

[Monday December 5th 12.24am] everything is getting better :) ♥ ;POST (2)

[Thursday December 1st 8.06pm] Daughter to father, daughter to father I am broken but I am hoping Daughter to father, daughter to father I am crying, a part of me is dying and These are, these are The confessions of a broken heart ..and saying i miss you is an understatement this is how i feel right now ♥ ;POST (2)

[Friday November 11th 11.25am] so im not single and im realy happy <3 ♥ ;POST (2)

[Sunday November 6th 5.59pm] wonnnderful night last night that boy makes me happy :) POST (0)

[Saturday November 5th 2.20pm] not a good start for the day my moms best friend died rip jodi <3 hope eveyrone is safe tonight. dont get too crazy <333 as for that one boy who makes me happy have fun sitting at home not at homecoming <33 hehe POST (0)

[Sunday October 16th 10.20am] yah this is how i feel.get over it ♥ read this if your missing somebody does anybody out there feel the way i do? you’re too in love to let it go. You’ve tried. you’ve tried so hard. & you hear it so many times, “just go out and have fun with the girls, if your doing other things, it gets your mind off of him, then soon, you’ll just forget all about the asshole” you’ve tried it. you’ve tried it all. & that “asshole” no matter what he’s done to you, no matter how it happened, how he went away, how he left you, is not an asshole to you. EVER. it’s impossible to think down on him no matter what he’s done. you love him. you swear you always will. some days, it feels like your finally over him, then tomorrow comes. you think to yourself, “i miss him so much” “what can i do” “i NEED HIM BACK IN MY LIFE.” & it continues. then it stops. & then your missing him to death. occasionally you cry yourself to sleep at night. no matter what’s going through your mind whether your thinking you don’t need him, or you miss him like crazy and want him back that very second, you still pray for him every single night. you pray that he’ll be safe and that he knows you love him with all your heart still & you always will. you want him to know & you want him to care. you pray that he’ll think about you. & miss you just like you miss him. you like the think that he does. But sometimes you get that thought that he might not. & that thought really hurts you. so you continue to miss him, and hope, and pray, and cry and do everything else that you do for this guy. All because, he went away. & you will always love him. ♥ ;POST (4)

[Sunday October 2nd 9.44am] hiii me and kim. yah we hate backstabbing whores. who like guys with the name nick and who go from nick to nick mk? byyeee ♥ ♥ ;POST (4)

[Wednesday September 28th 8.25pm] everything is going downhill thank you ♥ ;POST (1)

[Monday September 12th 7.15pm] hmm im home this weekend. cuz the weekend after im gonna be gone the whole weekend in virginia all i know is:: friday night: carolann sunday:nicks benefit with denae MAKE PLANS WITH ME WHORES <3 POST (0)

[Monday September 5th 10.29pm] you seee. i thought i was completely over you but these tears they dont lie i miss him. i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him but all i can do is sit here and watch him with her :( POST (0)

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